Hey yall, its the last week of summer for me....waaaaah! I start classes next week. This summer definately has been quite interesting. I learned who some of my true friends are...sad that I had to find out by getting hurt in some cases but in the long run, its for the best. The drama seems to be never ending but hey I guess thats a part of life too, learning how to deal with things. I think Ive changed a lot this year. Ive just been trying to live one day at a time and not get all stressed out if something goes wrong, which is a big step for me because I hate when things don't flow. I'm still shy and I still throw up walls when I'm around people, I would love to beat this but I don't think its going to happen anytime soon. I'm trying to have more self confidence, which is hard sometimes because people always try to break you down, but you know something....It just makes it obvious that they're actually intimidated by me...why? I have no idea, people are weird. Oh and I got a new car,so I'm happy about that, its so awesome! I love my new car ^_^ As for the job situation, I found a job, but I quit it like a week later, it was too stressfull and the pay sucked....soo I'm back to needing a job lol. Anyway, thats my update, Night!